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Backseat of Dad's Car During Summer
The sun is blazing, baking the car seats to a warm, sticky heat. Dad has the radio on low, playing some indie rock with gentle melodies and lyrics that make me feel like I can fly. The song “Stay Gold” by Phoebe Bridgers is just starting—about finding a place where you fit in without giving up who you are.
My thumbs are tapping along to the beat, my fingers itching for a guitar chord change or two. I wish I had brought something to play—I could strum out some chords on the armrest or the door handle. The melody is stuck in my head, and it’s making me think about the lyrics—about staying true to yourself even when you’re scared.
Moments like this feel both ordinary and extraordinary. There are no screens around, just the hum of traffic, the sun shining through the windows, and the car radio blaring something that resonates deep down inside. It’s one of those days where reality feels suspended, like a break in time to catch my breath.
I glance over at the dashboard clock. Dad’s been driving for about an hour now, heading towards some place he hasn’t taken me before. I can smell his cologne mixed with the faint scent of old coffee from his cup holder. The car is filled with the quiet comfort of a familiar routine broken by this new adventure.
As we approach our destination—a park nestled in the woods near town—I get that excited flutter in my stomach. Dad parks on a shaded spot, and I pull out my sketchbook. The leaves are rustling above, and for a moment, everything feels right. I start to draw what’s around me—the trees, the sky with its bright blue canvas dotted with clouds, and the cars parked nearby.
I’m not sure where we’re going, but it doesn’t matter. This is just a perfect day. The sun feels warm on my skin, and there’s an ease in the air that I can almost touch. Maybe today will be when something new starts for me—like a song about finding your place in the world.