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First Leaves of Autumn


The leaves are starting to turn. At first, it was just a few scattered ones, but now the whole yard is a patchwork of yellows and reds. I spent an hour earlier this morning picking them up, trying to beat the inevitable crunch underfoot. There’s something satisfying about their crispness, like they’re whispering secrets as they shatter between my fingers.

I’ve been spending more time outside lately, partly because it’s getting cooler, but mostly because of the trees. They are so vibrant now—like someone has splashed paint all over them before the leaves fall off and the world gets cold again. I like how the sunlight hits them at different angles, casting shadows in every direction.

I’ve noticed more squirrels running around, hoarding acorns. They seem almost frantic, darting between branches and dodging the occasional cat that decides to join the game. Watching these little furballs scamper about has become my go-to entertainment for the cooler mornings.

The air is crisp enough that I can smell the change in temperature, a subtle shift from the summer’s heat. There’s an earthy scent mixed with hints of dampness and fresh wood smoke. It makes me feel like anything could happen today—like a new adventure might start or something unexpected will unfold.

I’ve started sketching again, which feels good after a long hiatus. The leaves are perfect subjects; they’re so colorful and varied, no two exactly alike. I try to capture their essence in each drawing, the way light hits them from different angles, changing their appearance slightly with every movement of the sun. It’s meditative, letting my hand guide the pencil without much thought.

Tonight, there’s a small festival happening near where I live. They’re setting up booths and food stalls, but it will probably be more like an outdoor art fair than anything else. The idea excites me—I can see myself wandering among the artists, maybe even stopping to buy something if they have any of my favorite crafts.

As I walk through the yard, I notice a particularly large leaf, its edges curling and drooping as it falls. It’s beautiful, almost like an illustration come to life. I pick it up gently, holding it out in front of me so I can examine every detail—the veins, the spots where insects have visited, the tiny hairs that make it feel soft.

The day is quiet enough for these small moments, and I find myself appreciating them more than usual. There’s a sense of change settling over everything, a reminder that life is constantly in motion, even when we don’t notice it.