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Drawing Boundaries


Today, I spent hours drawing circles on a large sheet of paper. It’s like creating my own world in black ink. Each circle represents something—ideas swirling around, connections forming, and the spaces where silence lives. I’ve always found comfort in these concentric rings, each one marking a new idea or emotion.

The first few are small and tight, almost like seeds planting themselves carefully. Then they grow bigger, overlapping to create patterns that remind me of ripples on water after a stone has been thrown. There’s something meditative about it—like filling up the paper with my thoughts until there’s no more space for them. It’s almost like creating boundaries for myself, separating what is contained and what isn’t.

I start with just one circle, then two, three. Soon they’re everywhere on the page. I draw and erase, adjusting lines, making circles smaller or larger as needed. The pen glides across the paper, tracing paths that are both restrictive and freeing at once. It’s like setting limits for myself but also allowing room to breathe.

Each circle holds a memory, a feeling, a spark of curiosity. Some are so faint I barely recognize them, others stand tall and proud. They represent different aspects of me—my fears, my hopes, the things I want to explore more deeply. And in their midst, I see a central point where all these circles meet, almost like a core self that holds everything together.

As the afternoon wanes, the light shifts outside, casting long shadows through the windows. I step back from my work and look at what I’ve created. It’s not perfect, but it feels complete in its imperfection. Like life, really—full of messy overlaps and spaces left open for new beginnings.